I reckon that I probably won't sleep well again tonight, although I had planned on going to bed early (I plan on that every night) but I won't. Just I like I didn't last night, or the night before that, or the night before that and for nights before that as far back as I can remember.
I have some pretty serious issues with sleep that I'm quite keen to get to the bottom of; its not that I can't sleep...it's more that I won't. I think it's got something to do with a desire to keep the current day going, to absorb as many of those 24 hours as possible. Once I am in there I tend to konk out like a light but it's getting there that's the problem, I don't know why I just don't go to bed when I need to...hmmm.
There's another thing, I cannot get my head round this Monday to Friday 9 til 5 business I'm working with at the moment, seriously, what's that all about? Only two days off every weekend and they are the same two days every week, shyah!
Thing is I stay up late, writing pish like this then can't get up in the morning which directly affects my day, makes me unhappy and although I vow not to do it again, I do! Why is this?!
Maybe I should try hypnosis...or another gin & tonic...*sigh*